InDePeNdEnT ChiC

sweet!

2005-04-03T08:30:00.000-07:00

ell0x!!! s0wiie sh0 l0ng nber update...thiis has been a busy busy week f0r mua! hehe....sh0 manii thiings happen! bud the best thiing osh0 happen...i fiinally f0und hiim!!! =) heex....i luurb hiim~~ hmmm we had a great tiime t0gether.....n i osh0 went 0ut wiib hiim n mua seni0rs....mua seni0rs...they r0x! they r a funky bunch always up f0r fuun! den thiis week netball traiining was liike....t0rture hahahax...n0 la...its actualli jus m0re weight liiftiing den n0rmal...bud i did haf fuun...th0ugh iit may hurt a lil' bud its all w0rth it!

when tiimes are bad....
im wiib uu
when tiimes are go0d....
im als0 wiib uu
bud when tiime ish up....
im g0ne....
bud dun w0rry....
i w0nt leave with0ut sayiing go0dbye....
bud iib i did....
tt means im n0t leaviing....

hmmm...jus created thiis p0em....i thiink it s0und weiird....c0mments pls heex

well a oberall reflecti0n 0f thiis week...IT ROX!! yeah!! hahax~

luurbs hiim!!

muackiiexx...
take care

<<~`g0d bless ya 0ut dere!`~>>

2005-03-30T09:20:00.000-08:00

Yesterdae was a tiriing dae...went t0 the beach t0 celebrate meii's bdae...she berii po0r thiing n0r...bdae den n0 v0ice...haiix...but still it was a 1 ob a kind party i guess....a few daes back...he...flirted wiib mua meii...go0d thiing i f0und 0ut siia....duun wan any 1 t0 g0 thr0ugh wad i went thr0ugh....the hurt ish to0 much....feel liike kiilling hiim sia! where on earth ish there guys whu like t0 flirt wiib gals de....he alwayx start by sayiing they pretty n cute (n0t sayiing they r n0t..but tt ish h0w he flirt wiib gals de) den he will ask iib they hab stead....haiix...h0w manii m0re gals iish he tryiing t0 hurt?!? hiis ex...or present...realli pitty her...thiis kinda guy ish n0t w0rth any galx luurb nehx....i may n0t hab regret beiing wiib hiim...but i did regret giibiing hiim mua wh0le heart n miind...the dae he'll learn n0t t0 mess wiib gals ish when all the gals dump hiim! tt w0uld teach hiim n0t t0 such a flirt....it may b manii gals dream t0 hab hiim....but it ish osh0 manii niightmares ob gals whu g0t dump....can't t0lerate wiib thiis kinda guys...all mua k0r k0rosh0 cann0t stand....haiix...h0pe he will learn hiis less0n b4 anythiing seri0us happen....thiis kiinda guys...haiix...can sae n0 h0pe...gals osh0 dare t0 lie t0.....he ish n0t w0rth a tear.....he ish n0t w0rth any gals heart...i m sh0 s0wiie t0 hiis ex...he ish to0 much....haiix n0w mux start "searchiin" f0r mua mr right!....hahax...w0nder whiich guy will actualli b up t0 the challenge...heex.....

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mua miind ish spiining n spiining...n0t kn0wiing where t0 g0....
luurbs f0r all ya peepxx 0ut dere
g0d bless~

dunch n0e...

2005-03-28T19:20:00.000-08:00

ell0xx! l0ng tiime nber update le....haiix...mua zo0 camp n0t bad...hahax...quite fuun ober all...getta n0e m0re b0ut mua fwens...heex....ermmm...had quite a few surprises last week....thiis siingle chic...g0t dilemma siia....whu t0 take?!? all sh0 sweet...hahax... haiix....whenever thiis happen...sum1 c0nfiirm will heartbreak de....sad aye? n thiis time ish liike....haiix....=( haiis rep0rt bk return...onii g0t a few A1s....*s0bx* hahax....g0tta w0rk harder siia...buud h0w...den n0w stuck wiib ge0graphy hw aka c0rrecti0ns....den still g0t the to0piid d&t....haiis....*sad* duun wann t0 d0....i h8 hw.......!!!!!! den t0dae parents cum h0me sh0 early...sad niia! haiix....wad t0 d0....=( need suum adviicee!!!!!! mua head ish turning upsiide d0wn le....

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muackiiex
<<~`g0d bless ya!`~>>

f0reber mesmerize iin u!

2005-03-15T20:18:00.000-08:00

yEstErdaE was 0fficiialy the w0rse dae....well he fiinally t0ld mii the wh0le thiing....@ least i n0w n0e tt all tt was actualli true....t0 b truthful...i still luurb hiim al0t...but...well cant c0nviince hiim t0 feel the same f0r mii....i nber luurb a guy thiis much b4....guess mua happiness will nber last....i thiing ish tt...i luurb hiim...i miiss hiim...i still thiink 0b hiim....guess this will b the last tiime i sayiing thiis....well h0pe he ish n0w happi wiib hiis present....n i'll jus step 0utta the piicture whiich will make thiings sh0 much easier f0r b0th 0b dem...haiix...luurb ish reallii c0mpliicated....i shld hab to0k every1 adviice n n0t start tt....but n0...i was to0 mesmerized iin hiim....n0w....i mux bear the c0nsiquences....n ii giib up...ii m the kiinda gaL whiich cant hab a true luuber aka bf....th0ugh the truth hurts....i will still haf t0 b the 1 whu let g0....

still l0ve uu...

deEpLy hUrTx!

2005-03-15T19:26:00.000-08:00

t0dae was alm0st the best dae....i went 0ut wiib mua frenx t0ok l0tx 0b ne0priint...budden a biiig b0mb landed 0n mua happiness.....fiindiing 0ut the truth huurtx mii sh0 much....i knew the truth quite l0ng ag0 but jus cant b sure....n even iib im sure...i jus cant believe iit....it hurts sh0 bad....ii hardly get thiis kiind 0b feeliings till i met hiim....ish thiis meant t0 b??? iit realli hurts t0 fiind the one uu love wiib sum1 else n still sayiing they l0ve uu....but...i jus cant let g0 0b hiim....every m0ment hurts m0re....every th0ught 0b it make thiings w0rse...wad shld i d0...i dun feel liike l0siing hiim....im seri0usly iin luurb wiib uu...y mux uu t0y wiib mii feeliings??? i nber hab thiis kiind 0b feeliing f0r any guy b4....n uu mux make iit the w0rse experience ever.....but 0n the partially briight side...i had fuun wiib mua fwenx....wiib0ut dem....mii liife seri0usly will b nth @ all....haiix....sad riite??? but h0pefully all thiis r jus a rum0ur...all thiis ish jus a liie sh0 tt i can b wiib uu........

aLL the gAlx 0ut dere: iib uu fiind tt ur guy suddenly act weird t0wards uu...pls...start checkiing....duun regret 0r g0 thr0ugh wad im g0iing thr0ugh n0w...the hurt ish way t0o much....

dEepLy hURt
mua...*s0bx*

yEaH!

2005-03-11T11:36:00.000-08:00

FinALLY!! ExamS r OVER f0r go0d!! heex...g0t back mua chiinese it sux liike hell....the marks r liike damn pathetic but mua english...*eyess wiiden* g0t A1...sh0 happi....hmmmm budden getiing A1 osh0 n0 use...cann0t c hiim.....haiixx *s0bx* i miisshh hiim sh0 much.....den cann0t t0k t0 hiim...msg hiim...budden dun wan reply =( haiixx.....sad th0ugh there r 0ther thiings i can still lo0k f0rward t0....mua leadershiip c0urse f0r mua pri sko0l....iit seems fuun...hehe....the h0lx r here....n there r 0nce agaiin hw....y w0uld ppl kal h0lidaex when it iinv0lves w0rk (speciially hw).... but i did haf l0tza fuun thiis week....heex....made manii new frenx =) saw mua meii the 0tha day...sia la...sh0 tall....den sh0 black hahax....hmm but stiLL netball r0X!! haiix....

sh0 manii thiings r driiftiing iin my miind....
im thiinking ob hiim every m0ment ob mii liife....
misshiin hiim sh0 badly..
but d0es he n0e???
feeliing sh0 l0st n c0nfuse......
h0pe tt he can giime the l0ve i l0st....
the care i needed n the tiime i wanted~

waddaya thiink??? heex i wr0te tt.....=) anyway the h0lidae hab started n lets n0t waste y0uth...start partyiing away!!! f0r th0se whu takiing 'O's thiis year...all the best study hard.....!!! rawk 0n ya!

x0x0..miisiin hiim...thiinkiin 0b hiim...mesmeriised iin hiim~

luurbx f0reber
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2005-03-07T18:39:00.000-08:00

yeah fiinally alm0st 0ur 1st m0nth anniversary le =) hmm tiime past fast when ya enj0yiing y0urself....hmmm t0dae mua 1st english c0mm0n test...th0ught it w0uld b verii t0ugh but it was alrite...n0t t0o bad....tmr maths n chiinese....DIE mua maths sux.....haiix....diie le....=( *s0bx* hate maths sh0 much....chiinese still 0k n0t sh0 bad....mua maths sh0 po0r sure diie de....budden cann0t faiil....cann0t diisapp0iint hiim....mux c0ncentrade......**s0bx** h8 test n examx.....budden after wednesdae n0 m0re test le =) yeah..can g0 play le....den h0lidae can g0 sh0ppiin **smmiillexx* heex...cant waiit...den h0lidae can see dear le yeah....den tuesdae can g0 back sko0l...everythiin seems t0 b falliin iin place le....=) luurbx hiim sh0 much hehexx....

alwayxx luurbiin uu
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take care!!
wiish mua luckx f0r the stuuuppiid testx

heex

2005-02-25T19:45:00.000-08:00

t0dae ish jus an0ther dae flyiing past...hehexx....had mii netball practice thiis week...sia la...i straiin mii muscle n it hurts l0txx...it suuxx....i cann0t ruun....haiix....it betta get better b4 the next prac! hmm had l0tx 0b fuun yesterdae...wehn t0 tm wiif mii frenx...saw manii 0tha frenx...n to0k ne0priintx....heex....6-3 chicx r0x n0 matta wad! we stayed iin tm fr0m like 1+ t0 6+ ..... den we went h0me......it was sad c0x it to0k sh0 l0ng t0 c each 0tha agaiin....hmm but luckly 1 chicx bdae cumiing up...sh0 will b meetin up iin n0 tiime!! valentiines dae past n0t tt l0ng ag0..n i luurb it...valentines dae ish a dae f0r all! it r0xx....n sh0 d0es mii dear!! iluurbuu f0reber w0rhxx...muackiiex heexx..mii st0ppiin lex...buaiix
take care

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bdae cuming le!!! =)

2005-01-29T21:55:00.000-08:00

YeaH bdae cuming le!!! =) all smileezz!!! stuupiid @ first can go 0ut wiif frenz de...den teacherz go giif so0 manii tests n summore g0t E. Learning on mii bdae....*cures dem!* haiz....gr0wing 1 year older le!! =D haiz...mii betta go studi le...buaizz...take care! g0d bless!

Wa Lao!!!

2005-01-24T06:49:00.000-08:00

Sia la.....tmr will diie....g0t so0 manii things t0 d0.....haiiz....go0d thiing t0dae teacher giif liittle h0mew0rk....iif n0t i diie...mii dun feel liike goiing f0r tmr hse practiice...liike fun..but den iif g0 den muz rush h0me f0r tuiti0n..::s i g h::.....yeah...mii sko0l w0n Geylang Methodist iin de C diivisiion i thiink.....n 0ur teacher haven tell us whether we iin f0r netball an0t....s0 bad 1... +`m i i l u u r v e n e t b a l l`+ den dey dun tell us we in an0t..h0w we n0e...make us w0rry everydae lehh!!! mii g0t t0 g0 d0 hw le....buaiz buaiz f0r n0w....

SiAnZ

2005-01-23T15:49:00.000-08:00

mii now liike sooo bored....cant waiit til marcH holidaezz...cantt waiiT t0 c u all!! misS u guyzz so0 muCh....all of uu muuz sh0w up f0r the party arr!!! sttuuuuupiid tEaCher g0 giib us hw....thiing wE g0t nth t0 d0....haizz......dEn mii stiLL waiiting f0r mii neTbaLL try0ut de resultzz.....==*h0pe i gEt iin*==

g2g le...buaiiz